For the past few months, prolly more like 2 years, i've been on this kick where all i want to do is just draw. Going out with friends, spending time with loved ones, or even playing video games or watching a movie are all activities that i've been lookin down on. Why? because all i want to do is draw. So i keep asking myself, is it that i'm turning into a hermit? I've had these ideas and fantasies of moving to some remote city just out of the blue, not telling anyone i've left and just living on what i can. Get a shitty job somewhere moving boxes or selling furniture, and then just come home and eat shitty ramen and draw my heart out.
Now i would never actually do that, i'm far too dependent on my friends and girlfriend to ever do that, but at the same time i feel like i want to be a SEMI-hermit. Could it be that my work ethic is just beyond what everyone else can handle?
At school i'm doing pretty good, but the lack of effort among 90% of the school is really starting to get on my nerves. People would rather hang out in the student lounge and shoot the shit, than work on their skills. I understand that for most of them, they're in a new environment where they can be themselves, but it's just so depressing that they'd rather run around getting drunk and goofing off rather than work on their future.
Maybe i'm just a jerk, and i have social problems.
I dont scan enough to post on here everyday, so i dont even know why i'm updating now.
Either way, here's a page from an upcoming title i'm workin on for the con season.